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Friday, December 9, 2011

Back to my Sahaja Journey

Lately, things have been quite busy and hectic with the holidays that I am not able to join my fellow peers from Sahaja.However, I try to make it a point to continue my daily meditation and update myself with more knowledge about this path .Every now and then, I would come across things that made me realized how everything is inter connected with how the world revolves around us.The energy that we emit from ourselves affects the people, the emotions and the reaction of things surrounding us.We therefore do not control things but how we react to things.That is why in one of our chakras, we continously say " I am my own master". This is because we control how we respond to the universe.

"Kundalini Yoga refers to a physical and mental discipline of Yoga that aims at the development of the purity of the mind and the body thereby paving the way for a state of spiritual absorption. Kundalini Yoga can be practiced through the techniques of meditation.
It is interesting to note that Kundalini Yoga is also called by the name of the Yoga of awareness since it goes a long way in improving the aspects of human consciousness, intuition, and knowledge of the self. It brings about the unlimited human potential that is hidden within every human being. Kundalini Yoga aims at activating the Kundalini Shakti in every human being to make him attain spiritual powers and the quality of serving others that get the practitioner closer to God." ( as adapted from The Difference Between )


So this is what Sahaja Yoga means.....

Sahaja Yoga

What is Sahaja Yoga?


Sahaja Yoga is an ancient system of spiritual seeking and finding enlightenment, truth and joy. It also refers to the 20th century spiritual movement founded by HH Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi, provides a means to achieve self-realization while living a balanced life within society. It frees up the anxiety usually associated with pay-for-knowledge spiritual systems of modern times by making ancient knowledge available free, in the context of modern life.


Friday, October 14, 2011

There goes one great "push" !!!!!!

 

Ever have that feeling where you want to change something about the course of your life but cant simply find the way to do it??? Please take the time to click and watch this video.... It is all so worth it...... :-)

 

 

 Mel Robbins - F--- YOU - How To Stop Screwing Yourself Over

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Wednesday, October 5, 2011

KUNDALINI

Re-posted from YOGA....one of my favorite FB page



Kundalini
What is spiritual emergence?

When spiritual seekers or even those who do not consider themselves to be on a spiritual path find themselves experiencing levels of awareness or energy transformation that they are unable to handle or for which they have no reference, then the result can be a state of emergency. In this state, a person feels highly vulnerable and oversensitive to incoming stimuli. Typically they feel overwhelmed, fragmented, fearful, confused and disoriented. With their absorption in inner processes, they may not be able to look after even basic self care.

All these situations can be bewildering and frightening, and at these times these people need support and reassurance as they undergo their transformations. The spiritual emergency network in the US seeks to network people and provide information to facilitate a more gentle emergence of spiritual potentials. The network is intended to put people in touch with others who have undergone similar experiences, or with counsellors who are aware of spiritual dimensions of reality.
The Symptoms of Kundalini Awakening

While the awakening Kundalini may be a dramatic experience, the resultant shift in consciousness may be accompanied by years of physical and psychological upheavals. The process of Kundalini awakening can vary greatly from person to person. Some have intense physical symptoms, while others experience mainly emotional or psychological symptoms. It is as if the new energy invites a spring cleaning throughout the entire system, with unresolved physical or emotional conditions coming up for resolution and release. The life transforming changes which accompany a Kundalini awakening cover the entire physiological, emotional, mental and spiritual spectrum.

Dr. Greenwell ("Energies of Transformation" -1990) has noted seven categories of symptoms which have been observed during Spontaneous Kundalini awakening.

1. Pranic movements or kriyas

Prana is the Hindu word for vital energy. Thus as intense energy moves through the body and clears out physiological blocks, a person may experience intense involuntary, jerking movements of the body, including shaking, vibrations, spasm and contraction. As deeply held armouring and blockages to the smooth flow of energy are released, the person may re-access memories and emotions associated with past trauma and injury.

2. Yogic Phenomena

Some people find themselves performing yogic postures or hand mudra gestures which they have never learned or could not do in a normal state of consciousness. Similarly, they may produce Sanskrit words or sounds, or have an awareness of inner music or sound, mantras or tones. Unusual breathing patterns may appear with either very rapid or slow, shallow breathing. Some people may not breathe at all for extended periods.

3. Physiological Symptoms

A Kundalini awakening often generates unusual physiological activity as intense movement of energy releases toxins in the body. Symptoms include apparent heart problems, pains in head and spine, gastrointestinal disturbances and nervous problems. Internal sensations have been reported as sensations of burning, oversensitivity to sensory input, hyperactivity or lethargy, great variations in sexual desire and even spontaneous orgasm. Symptoms can be erratic, coming and going without provocation, but are generally unresponsive to medical treatment.

4. Psychological Upheaval

Spiritual awakening offers a direct challenge to the primacy of ego consciousness and the myth of separation. It brings with it a challenge to move beyond the unconscious responses ruled by drives and instincts and remove ego consciousness from the centre stage of the psyche. It comes as no surprise that such a challenge produces a period of confusion and unbalance. People find themselves beset by inexplicable emotional states as they move to clear out unresolved issues. The emotional roller coaster may swing from feelings of anxiety, guilt and depression, through to compassion, love and joy, with accompanying bouts of uncontrollable weeping.

5. Extra Sensory Experiences

As perception expands outside of conscious reality, people experience atypical visual phenomena, including visions of lights, symbols, entities, or review of past life experiences. Auditory input may include hearing voices, music, inner sounds or mantras. Even the olfactory system may be stimulated with perception of scents of sandalwood, rose or incense. There may also be disruption of the proprioceptive system, with losing a sense of self as a body, or feeling bigger than the body, or out of the body, with the resulting confusion and disorientation.

6. Psychic Phenomena

With the opening up of psychic abilities, a person may experience precognition, telepathy, psychokinesis, awareness of auras and healing abilities.

7. Mystical States of Consciousness

A person may shift into altered states of consciousness where they directly perceive the unity underlying the world of separation and experience a deep peace and serenity with a profound knowing of wisdom. In some cases, the state of emergency due to psychological upheaval is so acute that it resembles a psychotic episode. Many clinicians still regard phenomena associated with spiritual emergence as indicative of pathology because the signs are so easily confused with the indicators of psychosis, mania, depression, schizophrenia or borderline personality disorder. Many people undergoing spiritual emergency are misdiagnosed and treated with suppressive medication which further complicates their process.

What can be done to support a Kundalini awakening?

When Kundalini awakening happens to people who are not on a spiritual path or who have no context or framework to understand the bewildering upheaval of mind, body and spirit, the experience can leave them fragile and fragmented. As the Kundalini process involves a redefinition and reintegration of self, it adds extra pressure when health professionals or significant others wish to suppress the transformation and insist that the person conforms to old ways of being in the world.

Of greatest benefit is a supportive framework which can allow people to make sense of the intricate connection between spirit and the movement of physical energy in the body, rather than fearing they are going insane. It is more empowering to understand that Kundalini awakening is a process which taps into the blueprint for higher consciousness which is latent within every human. While the enormous changes associated with a spiritual awakening may demand psychological and social adjustments, they are not in themselves necessarily indicative of illness. Communication and connection with others who can provide support and a meaningful context for understanding the process reduces the isolation and overwhelm and can help to minimise the disturbance. Someone who has the personal qualities of creative adaptation to change and a flexible mental framework is more likely to weather the changes with grace and style than someone who is rigid in their beliefs and world view.

Humanity's Wake Up Call

Usually the awakening of Kundalini was a process which only occurred after years of spiritual practice and meditation. Yet increasingly, the Kundalini experience is being reported among people who are not undertaking spiritual practices. Since 1993, when Shared Transformation, an American journal for connecting spiritual awakeners first began, it has been contacted by over 700 people in the throes of spontaneous Kundalini arousal (Collie & Kress, 1995). These increased reports of spontaneous Kundalini awakening at this time of planetary upheaval may be indicative of a larger purpose at work, the beginning of a planetary wake up call. Anyone who is on a spiritual path, or engaging in practices which change body energies, such as meditation, yogic practices, breathwork, rebirthing or polarity balancing, may find they begin to resonate with the changing energies at this time and that they begin their own Kundalini awakening process.

Is Kundalini awakening the same as enlightenment?

It is important not to confuse Kundalini awakening with enlightenment. Enlightenment rarely results from a single encounter with the numinous. It is more as if the energetic awakening initiates an expansion in consciousness which sets the scene for a progression of many experiences with transpersonal states of consciousness. The intensity and duration of each glimpse varies with our readiness to contain and integrate them. Thus the Kundalini awakening is not an end point in itself, but the beginning of a transformation of consciousness which expands our capacity to KNOW the infinite. Spiritual emergence often includes expanded perceptual abilities, increased energy, creative expression and a dedication to being of service for the greater good.

In her book, The Energies of Transformation, Bonnie Greenwell (1990) gives us an indication of what this transformation may bring in practical terms. "Most of those who awaken this connection with the ecstatic inner Self will return to being who they were, perhaps doing their lives with more contentment or a gentler perspective, perhaps more involved and committed in service to others, perhaps more energised and expressive, perhaps writing poetry, teaching, loving unconditionally."(p302)

The Spiritual Emergence Network (SEN), a non-profit organization founded by a psychiatrist Dr. Stanislov Grof and his wife Christina after she experienced a Spontaneous Kundalini Awakening years ago, provides referrals. Dr. Grof and Christina wrote a book I recommend called "Spiritual Emergency". To get referral to local people who understand how to help people who are having these difficult experiences, look up Spiritual Emergence. Another book worth reading is "Energies of Transformation" by Dr. Bonnie Greenwell Ph.D.

Podcast and articles on yoga and meditation

Today is absolutely perfect for meditation and connecting with my inner self. Ive always loved rainy days and the sound of raindrops outside makes me get in tuned with nature. Same feeling as when I get to hear the waves of the ocean rushing towards the shore or the chirping of the birds in the middle of  the woods.
As I listen to my podcast about yoga and meditation , and as I start writing my thoughts down , I am engulfed with this relaxing warm feeling  and at the same time excited towards this self discovery.

As taken from the articles of Sahaja Yoga 


1) Kundalini is the power of pure desire within us, a motherly and soothing spiritual energy which lies dormant at the base of the spine in the sacrum bone (the ancient civilizations knew that in this bone resides a sacred energy).

2) Self Realization which is the awakening of the Kundalini through the central channel, piercing through the six chakras above the sacrum bone and emerging at the top of the head (fontanelle bone area) as a gentle "fountain" of coolness. The word fontanelle itself means "little fountain" which shows again the ancient knowledge about this phenomenon of Self Realization.

3) Vibrations a manifestation of the Kundalini energy which is an approximate translation of the Sanskrit term Chaitanya. In Shri Mataji's words, "Chaitanya (vibrations) is the integrated force of your physiological, mental, emotional and religious Selves."



 -- Video on Chakras and Kundalini

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Sequel to Yoga and Meditation -- what led me here

I am getting inspired with the thought of my journey that it brought me back to the earlier years of my life here in the US ( this is my 11th year) , where I first joined myspace.com and started my first online blog in that page... I would like to share them again...


In this life’s journey


Current mood:nostalgic
I am a wanderer------ the places I've been to, the people I meet and the experiences I encounter encompasses the totality of what my life is all about. For as long as I am living,I continue to learn and grow .My life has different phases wherein, in one way or another, I have come to cherished and loved. Good times, bad times, happy memories, sad ones, meeting new people,building new connections, letting go,tears, laughter.....This is what life is all about--without experiencing sadness, you will never know what real happiness is. I look at it as extending your own self to a situation or person with no boundaries, knowing that by doing so, you open up yourself to a situation where you are most likely going to get hurt. But hurt is part of happiness because life is not all about being happy,..its about being ready to accept the miseries that comes with it.


In this phase of my life, my journey is coming to an end... I could say that whatever it was and whatever it is, I am coming out of it as a more well versed person in some areas, more confident with my decision making, more logical and more balanced on what needs to be done.My life has other areas that I need to focus on to and there are still more doors waiting to be opened.Past will always be past but I don't trash them away, I fold them neatly and put it in one corner of my life. As a true Cancer, I never let go of things ----everything has their own special place in my heart---- Xoxo


I call myself  lost soul because I believe that the people we meet and get connected with have something to do with our past life .We clicked with someone because of the good vibes. Everyone that I have encountered so far had a great contribution to who I am today. The reason why I like meeting people, opening up myself to new environment, new places, new experiences, new traditions, new food--- name it.. I'm a lost soul because I still yearn to open myself up to different situations and different circumstances----for I know that there is more to discover out there--whether i do it alone, with my husband or with my entire family------ For now, I continue to open myself, Mind-Body-Spirit and Soul.........

Yoga and Meditation

I have come across this site online ( http://multiplefacets.net  ) that helps me get going with trying to "re- charge my batteries" after the weekend's activities so I can better function and start my week in a good and positive perspective...Which brings me to the thought of understanding,learning and doing yoga  and meditation in its truest sense...:-)
Ater all, I got myself into this after reading and watching the movie Eat, Pray and Love by Elizabeth Gilbert ---www.elizabethgilbert.com .... Here's an interview taken at borders.com , which clearly explains how the author wants its readers to understand what the book was all about... Its not taking her journey literally, ( if it does not really apply to you) but in taking your own journey according to your own specific needs. For those who are not much of a book reader and still lost out there, maybe you can take the time and check this out.. See if you can relate to it in some ways because I know it did to me... Tremendously!!! Ive been "lost" at some point of my life and was trying to look for meaning .... Took me years to finally realized that there is one person, who is also a cancer sign like me, in another time and another side of the world who is also experiencing some kind of a dilemma  about what she really wants  and what gives meaning, happiness and purpose to her life.....And that's why she wrote this book...

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Getting my momentum back

The first and last time I composed something was close to two months ago.. It seems like a long time but it only feels like yesterday. So many things had happened and for one, summer vacation finally ended.. We all had a blast with the sun, the beach, the park,... and of course, all the freebie concerts and movies that came with it.To top it all , my hubby and I got the most unexpected gift when one day, I found out I was pregnant!!!! Whoa!!!! After all these years of thinking about adding a new addition to our brood,it came when we least expected it ,, :-)-- Kids were a little iffy and happy about the news too  ..;-)
What followed next were days of excitement, anticipation, cravings,mood swings,unholy hours of going in and out the bathroom, etc. We waited patiently for our first MD appointment to make the official announcement only to be disappointed and heartbroken when the final day came......They told us that they could not find the baby's heartbeat!!!!! My mind was racing with disbelief, wondering how in the world it happened , when all the while I had 2 beautiful healthy kids...But then again, I have to consider a few other factors like my age (40.... thats right!! ;-) and the like... Our NP/MD told us to come back after a week.. During this time, 80% of the time I was hoping for a miracle and the other 20% was agreeable to the thought that God must have one good reason for this.... As the days go closer, me, hubby and kids are already more and more prepared for the result.... This time, when they told us that our baby did not grow at all and still has no breathing, we accepted it with our full faith in HIM.. They scheduled me for D&C and the rest is  history but will always be a memory in our hearts and mind...At this point, we know we have a little Angel watching over our family...


These photos are only a few of the many family  pictures we took for the summer. Today, I am back to writing and sharing my thoughts as my world moves on from one day to the next.......

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Starting off on a new path......

I am a mom of 2 beautiful kids , wife of a very loving and supportive husband , a nurse back in the Philippines, used to be a mental health worker in a therapeutic residential center ( 8 yrs and 5 months to be exact),business minded, loves to bake, loves hosting parties and entertaining family and friends, eager to learn new things, wants to see the world, savvy yet frugal in certain things (wink..) appreciates trustworthy individuals, likes freebies (free concerts/ movies esp during summer),has a passion for life and really down to earth and versatile if you get to know the real ME...
Back in my country I have worked several jobs from sales and pharmaceutical rep( http://smart.com.ph)(www.zuelligpharma.com), (http://www.newzealandmilk.co.nz/) - Philippine based) ,managing an internet cafe in an island  (www.boracay.com), a little bit of the stocks ( I don't know how I did it then..lol), booking for some prime cut meat in some high end hotels and restaurants,a little bit of private duty nursing,and for the most part, helping out with my mom every time she bakes all the goodies that I could remember.My exposure to all these experiences is the main reason why I love to be constantly "on the go",make use of my time learning new things from the different people I meet everyday, and get motivated especially with successful individuals.. I love to read magazines and am starting to stock up a collection of books that would help me in my dealings with  everyday life and responsibilities... As I would always say to myself : " I continue to evolve and be a better person for as long as I am alive"....
Now , that was an overview of how diversified I am...:-)
I have now made a decision to be a stay at home mom, get involved with my kids , have more quality time with my husband without rushing our conversations , get back into my daily baking routine and doing a few feasibility studies on how I can earn with my "sweet stuff" while enjoying the freedom of having my own time.And like most blogger moms, I am very new to this and excited to share my site and hope to learn and meet more online friends